Monday, January 24, 2005

I'm Beginning to See the Light

Today was just one of those days. It's hard to tell whether it was just my disinclination (if that's a word) to get out of bed this morning that just set the tone for the rest of the day, or whether it was always destined to turn out the way it did.

It wasn't a bad day, but it wasn't great either. One of those non-days really!

I had the client double-jack with me today at work and I was having a rather rotten dialing day. Too many wrong numbers to make it feel good! The pasta was good at work though. I was originally going to make food tonight for work tomorrow but I forgot and just had steak and vegies instead. I'm defrosting some mince so that I can make either pasta sauce or chilli con carne tomorrow... I haven't decided yet!

Swing dancing was good tonight although I missed Gene immensely when social dancing started. I stayed for a short while, had a dance with a couple of the guys there and then headed home. I just don't feel like myself today!

For that matter, I haven't really been myself for at least a week. I'm getting quite insular. I can feel myself sliding into a secluded world where I start to wallow in my own thoughts. It's not good! Thinking can be good... wallowing is less good. I am starting to get a bit better though. I'm happy that I can at least recognise that I'm getting in a bad way and I am making and effort to halt the downward spiral.

My eyes are dim, but I can see... but I have not got my specs with me... on that note I end.

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